God will tell them someday

Not a night of dreams we arent together. Thinking of my kids kills me inside. How to explain to them the hatred and jealously of others caused this to us, not them or me. How do i explain that i have done nothing wrong. I never hurt them, i didn't break any laws. We went to chuckecheese the night before because i was tired and knew they wanted to play still. We built sand castles in the sand pile at the community center instead of bagging it up for rain, we used to dance and sing together and have fires under the moon. We were happy, a beautiful modern family, not average but perfect. How do i explain to them some foreign social workers broke into our empty home and convinced a judge i was not in their best interest. How do i explain that their 2 yr estranged aunt, dads, grandma, and complete strangers were able to say what our family's truth and facts were and i wasn't even invited to the meeting to determine our fate together. How do i explain the officers that were supposed to protect us from harm escorted them instead. How do i explain the laws were brought and fought harder than any before, but the words written mean nothing if they dont like you. It doesn't make sense. And i did what these terrorist asked, but because i was honest it wasnt enough. How do i tell my kids that our counry cares more about pedophiles and illegal imigrants and 100 year issues more than us, because we are, i dont even know. The only thing that keeps me going strong is knowing they are strong since they are mine, and perspective. I hope someday they see what ive done in this fight. I hope they become proud when they learn. I did not quit, i did not fall into their expectations, and i fought for them and our country. I dont even know how to fix this now with corrupt judges and this mob family that has our state hostage. I love you guys so much.