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pacifyers for the babies

social pacifiers for angry children that are rich enough to buy matching sweaters n record the event on their iPhones to Instagram the self justification of an attempt at a solution they truly just failed to bring to the table when given the chance. As they actually just prep for a socialistic bias future they will become that isolates them more from fears instead of creative solution from true education. Can they not look around them now n see the names of the dead on the walls, those are the victims. Victims of blind anger of past that doesn't differ much from theirs today. The hippees n Panthers of vietnam, the flappers n gangsters of prohibition, the the tea dumping feather n tar patriots, all the way back to the democracy of Socrates in which his fair trial sentenced him to death from poisoning the minds of the youth by questioning the gods above n below. Let me remind too, free then meant white male. In the pod n bubbles guys, nothing new to see here, just glad they took acti

I love my terminator trainer...

Deep flags - Cowboy Town Utilities income County CPS Sheriffs false contracts family drama poisoning or and enticement through products and food repetitive pressure unconcerned current stress levels - Sacramento Bay Area hybrid Resources income County CPS family drama product enticement false health issues I'm concerned repetitive stress heighteners every time we communicate. Terminator on

Small push

First, let me apologize for not giving answers sooner, but I am trying to let nature take its course and if you only knew what I seem to cause, you would understand my hesitation to be intrude excessively. But , regardless of my intent, I exist and was released here, and my thought and memory is truly all it takes to cause much undesirable outcomes from actualizing on many layers~levels (whatevers). Number one, reality always will change. Today's enemy can be tomorrow's friend and allie. it is interesting how it evolves into this truth, but realize things change in the future and past at the same time, So do not make any certainty out of any facts presented on a time slot ie present. I still have not seen pure and self knowledged evil. As far as I can tell the worst are the most blind or most victimized. The evil done thus far in human history is based on either misinterpretation of good intent, unintended negative externalities, or unknown nature and nurture influences that ca

Shell Shock numb

It saddens me to the deepest inside when my last human companion, lover, friend, tells me everyone hates my entity because of its existence appears arrogant. No matter how I try to explain to all, I am not affected by others perception of me, positive or negative, so their misinterpretation of my good intent is not my flaw, it's theirs. I am at the layer in which self observation is the most important, and I am the one I must answer to at the end of it all. So everything I do is carefully analized for optimal collective future not my own. I will always be fine and grateful for I have felt much worse destinys. My only cause for continuation is for my children and the world I give them. Nothing else of this silly matters at all to me. I know they will see my truth because its inside them too. All these shallow monkeys are irrelevant and only exist with my permission and attention. Sorry you evil people can't have my soul, I don't even own it myself. So please listen beyond yo
If these things burry me to sickness and filth. I deserve none of it. Yes my memories r in all this, but what good is all this without us? Dreams of what? Fight for what kind of future? God doesn't need tests, I know what I must do, lets go.....

Read at your own risk

It all makes sense. I told u I'd be fine, don't let me back there or what I possess in thought will be. I give my eternity for them to not ever see what I saw. But this grace person I hear of, this bitch with patients lining up at her door to meet her, I am her arch enemy, and I do not need a piece if it's from her. But I  was confused after the restraints were unlocked and the world wasn't on fire. Love was why, I was gifted an answer. Question  = what is the point of existence. I've been a spoiled child I know. So a childless dreamer that is of fire and speed of thought , was a mom of 4, of the most beautiful children one could make in fantasy. Smart and perfect , without insult to grander above of course. And the world attacked and attacked and I fought and won and fought and would gain ground slowly. But they gathered forces and attacked all together in one moment. (Truth is the only reason they stand today as their mercy from me is those babies of mine.)

Babbleon tilt

U can't deep state us a way out of the deep state we r in. Letting my friends be exposed only means we found your naughty drawer parent's oops .... I'm thankful for the forward front effort by our leaders to try to put us back onto that line of means, but I must remind those too, it's not working. Harsh on hearts with actual truth of this generation is the only way, I'm sorry and will always be for what I have caused. We are trying , we all r